hello 2009. i hope it will be a better year. idk why but i feel tht i am like not ready at all and i mean like seriously + double serious not ready. how now. i feel so lost? so lost ?so lost? so lost? i havent got myself a badge! and 1st day of sch def. will check badge,skurt. yadayada,i feel so urgz. i am afraid i cant sleep at night HAHA. coz i think i have became nocturnal-ish, and thinking of waking up at like 6.30 in the morn is not gd at all!!!:{sob sob sob this is rlly a bad bad holic. i h8 h8 h8 it , i dun get enought rest, when dad claims tht i get a lot of rest alr. yea ur always like tht NO?and i dun have the oh its 2009/ohmygosh its 2009 . its a new new new year omg omg . idk why. everything is just so screwed up. do we live to just study ???????????????????????????????????????????? shitz. k this no emo nemo.bai